xoxo

hello my happysad friends..  :) :(

last night and just now i watched news about earthquake in Padang and Pariaman. it's really really touched you know,i bet you'll cry when watch the news. so many people die and stricken by the stones,concretes and i just wonder why the polices was so slow in evacuation the victims? other people is just standing see the polices take out the stones,etc.

it's really sad when watch them cry and run,they don't know where to run.. all building collapse,and their lives in danger. 


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you know who is she ?

 she is Doutzen Kroes. Victoria secret's model
she is so so so gorgeous. :)

Talk about victoria secret,currently i addicted to Delicate Petals hydriating body lotion of Victoria secret. try this,the smell so so so good!

do you feel the same like me that time gone so fast? i just feel yesterday is a saturday,but the fact.. tomorrow is saturday again. :))


can't wait sunday because me and my lovely sister will have a lunch at jimbarann,slurrrppp..
*kerang bakar* i'm cominggg! :))

anw,i really forget to upload our bbQ party's picture. *my bad*
i promise i will. :)

No..
Happily never after
That just ain't for me Because finally
I know, I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

-Happily never after : Pussycat dolls- 






ps : one day you will know how much i (heart) you.

♥♥♥♥ ♥ ♥♥♥♥

♥,mena.

 

What is L.I.F.E. ?

Maybe many of us born in the world doesn't know what for we life? 

Many people don't know what they life for,and they just end their life with suicide.

and now,what about you if people ask you,What is LIFE ? what will you answer?

for me,what we can do when we still life,just do it! and enjoy your life because what will happen with you tomorrow,next week,next year..you f*ckin don't know! :(

Life lives , Life dies
Life laughs, Life cries
Life gives up, & life tries.
but life looks different
through EVERYONES eyes.

Life is nothing to be
wasted
Life is fleeting by too
quickly
So wait as you may not
Because
Life isn't waiting for you

you said we were meant to be together for life,
guess I didnt read through the lines.

Life
Life
Life

many thoughts about life. what about yours?

♥,mena.

thankiesss!

hello my happysad friends.. :) :(

Actually i don't want to blogging today,but something makes me want to blogging. it's because i want to say thank you very much to Emily Ma,she so patient to tell me about editing photo use photoshop. :)))

seriously,i still very blur about photoshop. =.='

and once again i want to say thank you to Emily. she teach me a lot,and she is very kind.

(even we nevet meet before)

How Did All The Celebrities Die?
Jordan Sparks had No Air
The Jonas Brothers caught the Love Bug
Leona Lewis started Bleeding Love
The Papa- Paparazzi got Lady Gaga
Kanye just needed to be Stronger
David Archuleta got Crushed
Sean Kingston was Fire Burnin on the dance floor
Jay Sean fell Down down down down down down..
Shakira got attacked by a She Wolf
T.I and Rhianna Lived Their Life
Kelly Clarkson was Already Gone
But Who Killed Alicia Keys?
...No One

hehe,i like this quote.♥

a little conversation:

HEEEY, SURVEEEEEY! :D

Have you ever made out with someone you weren't dating?
no

Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
yeah!

Do you miss anyone?
yeah!

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone?
yes

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
i think it's long long time ago. TT

Do you take walks often?
NO

Is silence really golden?
NOT SO MUCH

Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings?
not yet

Are you afraid to grow up?
not at all

Who were you with last saturday night?
my bestie,Gracia

 
Can you count past 100?
yeah

Any upcoming vacations?
yes

 
Do you care what people think of you?
nope!

Would you call yourself smart?
kinda

Do you like to read?
sometimes

Have you ever touched an elephant?
yeah,when i was child. (:

Plans for tomorrow?
count how many words in harry potter's book (lecturer ask to) and go to college!

Is anything wrong?
nope

Would you date anyone on your top friends?

nope.

 
Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?
yes

What did you do for your last birthday?
had a party with closest friends.

What were you doing at midnight last night?

sleeping

Name something you CANNOT wait for?
happily ever after!

What's your favorite season?

none

Have you ever talked to Tom on myspace?
i don't have myspace. TT

Last thing you ate/drank?
double cheese burger and a cup of hot milo :)))

 
Have you ever ran with scissors?
lol never

Who’s making you feel the way you are right now?
my mom

Most visited web page?
facebook.com and blogger.com

 
Coke or Pepsi?
coke 

Looking forward to something this weekend?
yes

How many siblings do you have?
1 sister

 
Do you have any pets?
npe TT

What's your favorite number?
1708

What are you watching right now?
news about earthquake

 
Do you know how to swim?
yes

Is good grammar attractive?
sure

Friend confessions:
haha,i don't know

Are you jealous of one or more of your friends?
nope!

Have you known any of your friends your whole life?
some

Are any of your friends taller than you?
all of my friends taller than me! :(

Have you ever been ditched by a friend?
no

 
Where do your friends live?
around

Have you lost or forgotten a friends phone number?
i don't have to remember those,bcause they are in my contacts

 
Have you been to most of your friends house?
not really

 
Love confessions:
=.='

Has one of your crushes ever called you self centered before?
nope

Needles aren't so horrible?
not really

Do you enjoy drama?
yea yea yea!

Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
all my friends and specially him.♥

good night my fellas.

and deep condolences to victim's of earthquake in Padang.

May God always bless us. :)

♥,mena.

beginner.

hello my happysad friend.. :) :(

i'MJUSTaSiLLYGiRL
^{who likes this boy way too much.}

:(

Her; heyyy
[I hope he replies]
Him; hey
[She texted me (: ]
Her; what’s up
[He answered back (: ]
Him; nm, hby.
[Just thinking about you]
Her; nothing.
[Just thinking about the way we were]
Him; cool
[I miss you]
Her; so how’s your girlfriend
[ I wish it was still me]
Him; great
[You were better]
Her; that’s nice
[I hate knowing you love her]
Him; yeah
[What ever happened to us?]
Her; well I gtg.
[I love you]
Him; bye
[I never stopped]
 

just capture pictures of my sister and after edit,you can see below..

taddaaaaaaa...

edit by me,mena. :)

♥,mena.

rockin' monday!

hello my happysad friend.. :) :( 

nothing to share,just want to drop some quotes and picture for you,especially for you,my ♥.

The minute you’re ready to tell me you love me,
* I'll drop my world to be your girl.

But until then, I'm sorry...I can't play these little game anymore

 

 assuming he liked me
....probably my biggest mistake yet....
...assuming i had a chance with him...
e v e n ♥ b i g g e r .

♥,mena.

.the.end.

hello my happysad friends. :) :(

last night i watch "GRACE" movie,not really good movie i think,but yeah,it's disgusting!
http://www.grace-themovie.com/








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today i went to brastagi supermarket with effendy,jovi and denny. we bought some food and drinks for our bbQ tomorrow. (pictures will coming soon ^^)

just now when i drive to home,one song remind me about him again. Oh,God! why i still can't forget about him? just give me a second,please? don't make me hate about this life!
i wish i could delete his msn,skype,bbm,phone number and of course his face!
nothing to share,just this and bye..

♥,mena.

iwishicouldforget.

hello my happysad friend. :) :(

today preety same like other days,just at home,browsing and online.

and i found something that according to me this picture is awesome!!!!
it's from brides on 22 (Willy & Pheliany's Prewedding Session)


i ♥ this one.



this one also ♥




and this is my fav! ♥♥♥



i just realize that i feel so damn lonely! really need friends,family or all things that can make me laugh out loud! ha ha ha . .
i wish someday will come. :)







nothing to share,and feel so so so so blur today.
oupps! i still can't forget him,sh*t!!
but ok ok,relax. i will try my best to forget you.
it's sad,but i think it's the best way.




find someone to hug hug,hi3..





i think it's ok today,wait for my next blog fellas..
♥
♥
♥
♥

♥,mena.

gosh gosh!

Yesterday is a tiring day. spent all the day in sun plaza,what the bored! round here round there just bought my sister's pants and my mom's shoes. i never bought something when with them,they never ask,and when i said,"mom,that's nice!" she just answer,"nope,some more you have a lot of clothes,what a waste!" but when my sister said,"mom,it's nice!" she will answer,"you go try first,if looks ok then buy." 

 can you see the difference?



and at night,i said to her,"mom tomorrow i want go out with gracia." she said "why you'd
prefer going out with gracia rather than me? just now ask you to go sun plaza you don't want,but why you so happy when go out with gracia?"


let me answer you mom,i don't know why actually but i just can say i never feel happiness with you now,after dad pass away,you change! and it makes me sad! i never feel your love again.

actually i have many things to share,but since i share about this problem,i don't have any mood again! hell yeah! one nice quote for me.

[ everybody want to changes the world,but nobody wants to change ! ]

i miss you rain, i miss your smell ! :(

~I love walking in the rain, 'cause then no-one knows I'm crying.~

goodbye happiness,welcome sadness. :(

i wish this is just a dream,and when i wake up,everything is gonna be alright.

♥,mena.

i'm hanging on to the same old song!

hello my happysad friends. :) :(

so happy today! ha ha . . why? because today no traffic jam at all! hurayyy! :D and today is James's birthday,he treat me and some my friends at Cambridge-Jing. the food was nice,and we really have fun there,even not all logitechians join cause some of them go to brastagi. but,really happy! after that,i go home and blogging! ha ha ha . .







next friday me and my fellas will having a bbQ. yippiee! :D
feel excited! and maybe we'll not sleep AGAIN! ha ha . .
will put some picture,soon! ^^


hmm,
think about my future,i still don't know what should i do to be. i really want to work like my sister,but sometimes project from college makes me going crazy,and i just can do that project in weekend,which is the result not really good for sure! last time i work at PT.KOTA MAS PERMAI. firstly still feel so awkward,but after 1 month i know them and they was so friendly! but,unfortunately i must resign in third month because my bad healthy and of course because i think project is more important ! so i resign. the director was so kind to me,always ask me to take lunch with him,he can be my grandpa. 84 y.o but still strong and healthy. hehe.. every month he gave me increase salary but not for other. maybe because he and my mom know each other. i miss my collague,maybe sometimes i will ask them out and it'll be a great reunion!




awww (!)

~You are the only person that can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.~

-A

♥,mena.

psycho ?

hello my happysad friends. :) :(

today i'm like polar bear. ha ha . . why? because i sleep all the day,it's raining and the right time to sleep! hahahaha . .

ZzZzZzZzZz . . .


tonight my sister will attending her colleague wedding. i choose a dress for her,make a curly hair and it looks cute .. :)


nothing to share today,just feel so blur and still trying to forget this f*ckin' feeling. maybe someday when this feeling fade away,you'll come and say how much you love me and at that time maybe will be too late or maybe i still saved that feeling in my heart.
you never know.







i'm just so sad...
i don't feel like starting this week altogether.

i want a window,i want a car. i want to get away now!
hello? does anyone care?!


ahh, i forget something. for "F" you are really such a psycho! i don't need to tell in here. but you really sucks,ahole!

feel so blur about dslr camera. want to buy but i don't know which one the best. i only have budget 7 millions. :( and some my friends recommend me some option like:

canon 500D



or . .

canon 1000D

which one better? i should learn more before i buy. hmm,thanks to emily. even i don't really know about you,but you are so kind! :))

~You never know how to live until you know what you'd die for.~

enough for today,doesn't feel quite OK after blogging,but hell yeah! i never feel how exactly is.

happy holiday my friends! :)

♥,mena.