Pink Dear Mr President Official Music Video

i love this song!

LOST IN HONGKONG !

hell to the O buddy!

like what i post around 3 weeks ago,i will share about my 2 weeks HK trip.



i try to sleep around 12am,but i cant sleep,cant even close my eyes. i dont know did i excited for tomorrow's trip or i just dont want to go cause i know i will miss him. so,its end up at 3am.. my mom wake me up around 5 and we prepare all the things. the flight is at 8am (if im not mistaken.)
so we reach airport around 7am. what a surprise,he bbm me and just to say he will miss me and dont sleep too late. =) then,the flight is arrive and we fly to KL to transit to HK. in flight from KL to HK i sit with indian people. so to kill our FGS boredom,imagine it 4 hours just sit and sleep. so we choose to had a little conversation. what i like the most from foreign people is they are so kind and even he/she didnt know us,but they can ask you every common thing in your life. they are so kind!
when we reach HK's airport we had our dinner and continue our trip directly to macau by turbojet. it takes 45 minutes. and HOLLA MACAU,you are so damn beautiful place! then we call taxi to send us to CROWN hotel. reach hotel,we just sleep like a pig cause its to exhausted.. long trip to reach Macau. its from 8am from medan and we reach macau around 9pm!
second day at Macau.
We go to Venetian to shopping while Freddy is betting at casino. We ride GONDOLA and the Gondolier have an amazing voice! after that we back to our hotel to watch 4D dragon treasure. FABULOUS!

third day at Macau.
we go to St.Serenado and shopping again, and we go to St.Paulo's church. what i love from serenado is the EGG TART ! if you go there,you MUST taste that egg tart !!!
then we go to Wynn hotel to see dancing water. i didnt see those all things in Indonesia,its unspeakable fantastic.

all i can say is, I LOVE MACAU !

we back to hotel and packing all the things,tomorrow we go to Guangzhou.
Not a good place to visit,i can say nothing good in there. so we just spend 3 days 2 night at Guangzhou,we didnt shopping a lot. so i wont share about Guangzhou.

so,here we are. Senzhen..
nice place to shopping,until we buy extra luggage for our shopping stuff. but one thing you should know,China is quite dangerous country. they can kidnap you and steal your kidney to sell and they can do anything to get your money. like one little girl,when we walk to go to Dong men, she hug my sister's leg and she ask for money.. then my mom give him 1rmb. and you know,she yelling on my mom, she say "GO TO HELL!" what the effing girl is that!?

and now,HONGKONG !
many place to go,wherever you go you sure meet shopping mall,a huge shopping mall. and we start to shopping again,till drop. and again,we buy extra luggage. Hongkong is a beautiful place when night comes. the light is like WOW ! the food is yeahh,i can say im gaining 2kg in hongkong. Hongkong is like heaven! Completely PERFECTO ! hahahaa.. i dont know how to tell,but you must put Hongkong in your holiday list.

i think thats all of my two weeks holiday story. sorry for the late cause after i back from my trip i should face my final exam which are totally SHOT IN PIECES! my bad!!

just have a great day fellas!

adios!

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

OFF for VACATION

i will off for my half month vacation to Hongkong,so just wait for my photos and my trip story ! =)

and,i'm gonna miss you..S =|

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

you makes my heart goes tralala~~

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

my confession.

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

Unexplained Goodbyes

~It’s those stupid little moments that make me nervous yet wondering. When we catch each other staring, when we search for reasons to talk. Is it you just being friendly or could it be more?~









what a lazy Sunday !
last night i was sleep around 4am,and this morning i woke up around 2pm sth.. sighh,i sleep too much today and it will make me super awake tonight. >.<

ahh yeahh,today is Father's Day. Although my dad have been pass away around 2 years, sometimes i still miss him,even when he still live he kinda rude.. but,he still my dad. my super dad.

last night,i was attend seminar about "The power of Aditthana" and what i like the most is when the famous motivator in Indonesia give motivation about success.
and it reminds me to Karate Kid's movie.

Life will knock you down. You can choose whether to get back up.
This was another one of my favorite lines from the movie. Life is unpredictable. You’ll face setbacks. Things don’t always go as planned. Sometimes life can really seem unfair. At the end of the day, it’s not what happens to you, but how you respond. One of the most important things you can do when you get knocked down, is get up again. This is how you build your resiliency for whatever life may throw your way. And, as my Mom always told me, whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.

so,from the seminar..i pick a conclusion that..

The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called failure, a loop called confusion, speed bumps called friends, red lights called enemies, and caution lights called family. You will have flats called jobs. But if you have a spare called determination, an engine called perseverance, insurance called faith, and a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called success.



July is coming soon.. 10 days left to go.. seems day pass so fast,and we never realize.. our parents are getting old and we are growing up.

and,July means HOLIDAY for me,i will having my vacation to HK,Macau and KL.
im waiting for July,and very excited!!


fyi,i cant life without my blackberry and hot chocolate..


i should end my blog..
have a great day,fellas!

and you,yeah you!! i miss you so much! :*

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

THE KARATE KID

its time for CR.

~World cup for you is like the moment when all of the hottest guys in the world are flown to one place which is Africa and you can watch all of them on tv and that is why you love football.~

i really had a bad morning just now,when i woke up,ahh.. sore throat is attack me,and my cold,cough and headache havent cure as well.
i should take a rest today and tonight. sleep earlier,maybe? ahh,i just cant change my bad (super bad habit) i wish i could.
but i tried my best,like last night i effort myself sleep at 1am.
(yeahh,its because my sis give me a wrong medicine,she give me sleeping pill >.<) anyway,i would upload some of my love, Cristiano Ronaldo's picture during world cup 2010. he looks so charming,aww (!)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

and,THIS..who is the COOLEST,huh??

aww(!) unspeakable,seriously.. if i dream about you CR,i wish i never wake up! OHmyGOD!!!

last but not at least,

i think about you every second of every minute, 25 hours a day, 8 days a week of all the 13 months of the year and in the undefined infinity of all eternity.

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

A little too not over you.

What I want?

A..
10:00 PM bedtime
8:00 AM wake up time
No eye bags
No heavy eyelids
&
A FRESH FACE
(Wow, this is impossible. I know.)

anyway,i still FIGURE IT OUT what is the meaning of your kindness to me. i don't want to say it early,but someday I'll know.

you know what's the meaning of TAKE A BOW?

If you are referring to Rihanna's song. She's talking about how the person she was in a relationship fooled her into thinking he was faithful. He was cheating all along and she thought he was faithful.. So there for she's trying to say he was a fake,a phony,an actor. And after actors finish giving a speech they always TAKE A BOW.







today my mom give me punishment cause everyday i woke up around 12pm. she just knew today cause she didnt work.. and as the punishment,she ask me to write "saya berjanji akan selalu bangun jam 9 pagi" one book! and must finish it tonight, i just can effort until the second page, the rest i ask aunty's daughter to help me. thank you little girl.. will bring you to watch karate kid next week. ;p

will end today's blog. dont have any important things to share..

have a great day,fellas

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

call me crazy..!

Baby I don’t know what it is but you drive me crazy
And every time I’m around you girl it feels amazing
And I’m on my best behavior when I’m with my baby
Cause I can’t lose my baby...

how's your weekend,buddie??

well,for me today is yeah..completely perfect sunday.
i've watched The A Team,which is SUPERdamn cool movie.
and finally, stir fried seafood udon is in my stomach now! ha ha ha..

after that,i had a coffee time with mike at Cambridge,what a crowded !

i've canceled my plan to play golf with my sister and her bf because *sighh..feel a bit tired and i need sleep cause yeahh, last night i was sleep around 4am and wake up for a while cause stupid dream then continue to sleep until 11pm.
FOR ME,its not enough..but yeah,im still on FIFA WORLD CUP's fever.. hehehe..


anyway,i wont mention your name here,cause yeahh..too much gossip will bother us..
thank you for being so kind to me,you completely made my day..
and,for the first time i cant get mad if somebody call me "..." ;)

when i went to sleep at night,it feels so good knowing that someone is waiting for you to wake up in the morning.

dedicated to you.

i must be hurry,cause my sister text me,she say her bf bought club golf ONE SET !!!
ouchhh,it cost 15jutaaaaa!!!
i should make proposal to my mom!!! i want i want it badlyyyyy!!!


seeyouu fellas! enjoy your MOANday! hahahhaa...



and special for you,imy!!! ;)

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

Gentle persuasion

~I can't promise that I'll be there, beside you for 24/7, but I promise I'll be there soon if you need me~

INSTALL LOVE !

TECHNICAL SUPPORT : INSTALLING LOVE

Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer:Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready- What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now.
Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running ?

Customer: Let’s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.


Tech Support: No problem. Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?

Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, ’ Error - Program not run on external components’ What should I do?

Tech Support: Don’t worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the ‘My Heart’ directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self- Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

God/Tech Support: You’re Welcome, Anytime.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥



i hope someday you know,how much i want you..
i want,i really wanna tell you,but i dont know how
please,let me know..how am i supposed to tell you what i feel?

i guess i should end today's blog
and i'm still on FIFA WORLD CUP fever !!!


have a great weekend,fellas! =)

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

100th post

Dreams. Everybody has them. Some good. Some bad. Some you wish you could forget. Sometimes you realize you’ve outgrown them. Sometimes you feel like they’re finally coming true. And some of us just have nightmares. But no matter what you the dream, when morning comes, reality intrudes and the dream begins to slip away. - Gossip Girl

this is my 100th post. :)

do you feel that day pass so fast? or its just me?


well,i cant wait for FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 tomorrow.. i'll skip Principle of Accounting class (which is SHIT class for me) to watch the Opening Match and South Africa vs Mexico. ouchhh! i wont miss the match!! yayyy!!

Singin forever young, singin songs underneath that sun
Lets rejoice in the beautifull game.
And together at the end of the day.

WE ALL SAY

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes

Wooo hooooo hohohohoooooo

And everybody will be singing it

Wooooooooo ohohohooooo

And we are all singing it

please,do answer me.. how am i supposed to tell you what i feel?
sometimes i want to have a serious conversation with you,yeah.. just to discuss about what you feel to me,cause you looks like care and try to get closer to me,but i dont know is it just a friend or you want more than that..

so,i'll finish my 100th post with

i guess im falling again. :|

ok,im out

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

Lady Gaga - Alejandro

rainy day

firstly,i do apologize cause i got mad without any reason to you. i also dont know why i should treat you like that last night,maybe because this uncertain feeling.. anyway.. just sorry.

yesterday we have start our midtest,not a good start cause i cant do my test yeah,i didnt study. my fault.


skip about Midtest.. last night i was pretty hungry so i browse all about food. and its tempting!!!
checkitout!

i should stop it or else my saliva will keep dropping!

most of the day,i just slacking at home.. sometimes i really need activities.. (SIGHS..)


ok,i will end this blog.. have to watch When in Rome. people said its a good movie.

have a great day,fellas!

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

Just need some air

Sometimes, someone comes into your life that changes everything. Raises standards, makes you laugh, and makes you feel like you. There is something about him that you can’t put into words and even though you’re not with him, you don’t want to let him go.

Happy Saturday Morning ;)

sorry for not keep updating my blog these day.. i dont feel like blogging nowadays.

anyway,what a late news.. goodbye my long hair extension now its time to have my real hair! ;)

i want this!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥




have a great weekend fellas.

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

during the night.

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

Attention,please?

firstly,i'd like to tell you guys, esp my classmate that, me and Susento are just a friend,a normal friend. no more no less.. and what's the problem if someone bought us an ice cream? come on,its not a special thing (i guess). so,i think its CLEAR enough for you guys.
Thank you for your time.

im out,


*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

my last hope

firstly,happy holiday everyone..

but i dont feel like in holiday.. :(

listen I'm done with your lies,
done with your bullshit,
just done with you.

the worst part is, everything I just said was a lie
I wish I was done with you
but secretly, a part of me still holds on to what we had
&wishes in the end we will be together.


i dont have any mood to blog,i just feel so bad right now..

just bye..

*kissonthelips*


lovee, mena

key to my heart

~so jst let me try.. i'll show you why you're so much more than enough~


long time no blogging and feels my blog is so dead!

maybe some of my friends know already about my spooky story.

im too lazy to tell about it,cause i dont think its so important.




today he really made my day..
this afternoon he brought me a baskin robbins's ice cream!
yayyy! thankyou Susento ! :)





Sometimes, You gotta run away so you can see who will run after you
Sometimes, You gotta talk quieter just to see who’s listening
Sometimes, You gotta step up in a fight just to see who’s standing by your side.
Sometimes, You gotta make a wrong decision only to see who’s there to help you fix it.
Sometimes, You gotta let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back to you.


enough for today i think,happy holiday my classmate,and you.. ;)

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

little escort

~dont hold on because you think there will be no one else~

sorry have to be away for several day,cause i got nothing to share..

anyway,tomorrow will be my last holiday and back to college.. miss my classmate! :)


my 5 days holiday i spend mostly with jenny corina. wednesday was an election day,then she ask me to watch RobinHood. thursday i was accompany my sister to have her new hair cut,then i hang out with jenny again.. she is nice person :)

and today i'll spend my saturday night at home. lovely home.. :)

Lifee.
Is like a roller coaster.
It has its ups and downs and twists and turns.
You know that in then end it was a fun ride.
No matter what happens you know that

You will always have the person
next to you, to help you.
But most of all....

You know you had fun and it was worth it in the end.

ahh,i got nothing to share anymoree.. so just bye.

have a great weekend. :)

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

HELL to the YEAH !

ok,i feel quite boring because of this problem. its my little poor ex boyfriend again..
last night he text me (again) and as your request i wont put your number here.

May 7,2010 23:46:38

Firstly, im sry for being lebay n post smthg rude but u dun need to post my number on ur blog coz i got a few numbers who always miss call me at midnight n at work time. for god sake, i need to sleep n wake up early to work. also some ppl when they down, they will post smthg lebay n it will be gone with time. if u say to said infront of ur face,will u listen to me? u even dun want to reply my sms,if u think what r u doing is right things, go ask ppl who r not ur friends bout it. good bye.

May 7,2010 23:59:48

Ah yah its very cheap when someone try to hack fb just for that. PS : sry if it's not u

and this is my reply :

May 8,2010 00:08:18

i dont think i need to reply ur unimportant text since im somehow trying to manage my life back (except this one). And IF u think those number(s) who misscall you at midnight/work time got ur number from MY blog,or ME HACKING ur fb,PLEASE do THINK TWICE before u say anything. bye for good and try to get a life.

he reply again (sighh) :

Well sry if it's not from u,but it start a day after u post it. good bye for good and good luck too.

hope you read this line,hanz.

if you want me to listen to you,ok.. meet me at college stairs. but one thing you have to know,its just embarrassing yourself. but if you want to,you still can meet me there.


dont hope too much that i can treat you like friends. even i feel disgusted to see your dick face! *oupss,sorry to mention harsh word.. but its damn true!


i want to be your gf because i just feel pity on you,little poor boy. seriously,what can i expect from you?



Lollipops turn into cigarettes.
The innocent ones turn into sluts.
Homework goes in the trash.
Mobile phones are being used in class.
Detention becomes suspension.
Soda becomes vodka.
Bikes become cars.
Kisses turn into sex.
Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?
When protection meant wearing a helmet?
When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?
Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your hero?
Your worst enemies were your siblings.
Race issues were about who ran the fastest.
War was only a card game.
And the only drug you knew was cough medicine.
When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut.
The most PAIN you felt was when you skinned your knees,
and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?
And we couldn’t wait to grow up?



anyway,i do really craving for something sweet like..

ben & jerry's ice cream, macaron, OREO (oh GOD!), and marshmallow mix with hot chocolate milk.

saliva keep dropping! -______-










too sweet to be true! u____u


will tonight be my another sleepless night again? if yes,then it will be my another sleepless night again.

last night totally cant sleep my eyes wont close even i cover it with my pillow.
feels like insomnia!!!! :(






gonna end today's blog.

have a great weekend,fellas!

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

Say it to my face, not through your status.

~you cant face the world if you're not being you~



yesterday ricky was text me and ask.. what do you do when im not around? so i just simply answer wait for you to come back.. and he just reply me with smile :) hahaha..


anyway, this semester i will have final exam at 2nd August,it means i must join supplementary cause i still at HK.
sighhh,it wont be a nice trip for me then..cause definitely i will always keep thinking and frustrated how im gonna have my exam alone! and the highest score for supplementary is C is im not mistaken!





im totally messed up today,cant sleep all night long and i just sleep at 12pm until about 2pm.
i dont know,but i keep trying to close my eyes and count the sheep,but the result is zero. i dont know what happen to me. and it such being jet lagged! sucks!!!

hmm,i found this true story..

Her name is Katie Kirkpatrick , 21 yrs old. Next to her is her fiancé, Nick, 23. This picture was taken prior to their wedding January 11th, 2005. Katie has terminal cancer and spends hours in chemotherapy. Here Nick awaits while she finishes one of the sessions.


Even in pain and dealing with her organs shutting down, with the help of morphine, Katie took care of every single part of the wedding planning.Her dress had to be adjusted several times due to Katie’s constant weight loss.


An expected guest was her oxygen tank. Katie had to use it during the ceremony and reception.The other couple in this picture is Nick’s parents, very emotional with the wedding and of course to see their son marrying the girl he fell in love with when he was an adolescent.


Katie, in a wheel chair, listening to her husband and friends singing to her.


In the middle of the party, Katie had to rest for a bit to catch her breath.The pain does not allow her to stand for a long period of time.



Katie died 5 days after her wedding.To see a fragile woman dress as a bride with a beautiful smile makes you think, happiness is always there within reach, no matter how long it lasts.

Life is short. So love without boundaries. Laugh without control.
Live like it’s heaven on earth.

Complete photo series can be seen here.

thank god its Friday, and ahh! almost forget..

well,dear my ex..
as i know,we broke up in a conscious state, and why now seems like you blame on our decision?
i dont know what or who are you talking about on your facebook, IF its me just take a short moment to stand in front of the mirror and ask, am i worth it to be her boyfriend?
i bet the answer is NO !


say it to my face,not through your status.


and, i dont fucking care with you anymore,
so just shoo shoo from my beautiful life..

life will be much wonderful without you.

bye for good.

have a great weekend fellas!! :)

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

he is HAWT !

who is he?
he is Robert Downey jr. i adore him from his movie, Sherlock Holmes and Iron Man! im melting,seriously.. he is not so handsome,but he is charming and cool.. i like his style very much!
and who knows he is 45!!!! oHmyGOD!



melting completed 100%

anyway,last night when movie is done..i go to toilet,but there's no one in there.
only
the third room is closed,and i can see from the below,someone is there.. but no voice,and she didnt move. i was feel suddenly frightened and leave toilet soon.. and tell james and his friend. they said..why didnt call me? i will accompany you.. wth!


uhmm,last night i was about told ricky to not think serious about his feeling. have to admit,yeah.. he said he likes me. and just sorry,i think you are good enough to be my friend for now.
and we can just let it flow. cause im not ready enough to have a special relationship. i have thought that sometimes make me scare to fall in love.
not because i just broke up but uhmm..
so many things happen around me that makes me aware and scare to have a special relationship with anyone now,seriously..

i know you can give me everything,and i feel comfort with you.. when im sick,you come to my house and take care of me.. i can see from your kindness to me,that its not only a friend but you want more than that. but i just cant make it now.
i know you are quiet fair person and you should know what i mean. we are still friend.


anyway,he is going to have his europe trip with his friends tomorrow.
have a save flight and enjoy!

A guy had a crush on this girl. He follows her wherever she goes. One day the girl noticed & asked the guy:

• Girl: Why do you keep on following me?
• Boy: Because you’re so pretty and I think I’m falling in love with you.
• Girl: Really? But you haven’t met my friend yet. She’s prettier than me and she’s right behind you. The guy looked behind him but found no one.
• Boy: Are you making fun of me? There’s no one behind me.
• Girl: No, but if you really love me, you won’t look back.

i dont know why suddenly im feeling blue..

i should prepare myself now cause at 3pm ricky will pick me up to his house,he ask me to help him to pack his stuff for his 2weeks europe trip.. :)


have to end today's blog fellas.
have a very great day fellas.

tu vas me manquer


*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena