please let me get what i want..

"If you turn back, baby you know I just can't say no, so don't turn back cause it took me so long to let go." -Jay Sean


"I know eventually my feelings will fade out, that I'll forget about how special you were, or how special you made me feel. Eventually, time will change, or I'll just get use to it changing, and my thoughts of you will drop. You'll cross my mind and then you won't, I'll get the urge to call you then I won't, I'll find myself wishing you were here, then I won't. It's just a phase, and I've come to accept that that's all I ever was for you too, just a phase for you to get through. I wasn't a life changing experience, I never changed you for the better, and I never will, but I've accepted that that girl was never going to be me, and whether I'm fine with that has yet to be seen, I'm just happy I can be a better type of change for someone who truly does deserve me."

did someone know when is HARI BOGEM SEDUNIA? cause if i have chance to punch someone face,i will punch 2 of my classmate.. they are adrian and sandy.
Adrian is a LAME liar,
Sandy is a BIG JERK!

Sandy,just wanna tell you.. dog doesnt bark if he know the person.hope you understand what i mean.
and for Adrian's case,i will share it tomorrow.
world war III will start in logitech class,soon! :)

have a great day fellas,
12nd April will be our final test, ganbateee!!!

mena left


xoxo,mena.

brittle

"Someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted. If your someday was yesterday, learn. If your someday is tomorrow, hope. If your someday is today, cherish."



what an exhausted dayy.. shopping from 12pm-5pm then directly go to airport. we cancel our destination to gurney plaza,we just spend our time at Queensbay mall. and my additional suitcase is FULL TANK,fyi..

anyway,austin chase is available in Penang,QBM.. try it and you'll love it. :)

a very short time to shopping i guess,but its really refreshed me!


fyi,i swear to God that i wont eat oyster for the rest of my life!
last night after check in me and my sister go to kuanakak to have fried oyster..
after back to hotel,my stomach feel so queasy,then i cancel my plan to go to MOIS. ahhh,i miss ajojing !
i should blame the one who sell fried oyster..!

have to end today's blog..




have a great day fellas!

mena is signing out

xoxo,mena

sunshine kisses

Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. ‘Pooh?’ he whispered. ‘Yes, Piglet?’ ‘Nothing,’ said Piglet, taking Pooh’s hand. ‘I just wanted to be sure of you.’



today i wake up so early but sleep so late. i sleep at 1.30am and wake up around 5am. yeah,chinese tradition,"cheng beng".
its not a long journey to reach the place,and still not yet so hot..
but when reach the temple,OHmyEFFingG !!!! the smoke of the joss stick makes my eyes sore and its hot beibeh! after finish..we had a super big lunch at duck king. have to admit,duck king is my fav place with family.. we reserved the vip room and yeah.. we talk a lot! no wonder,cause i just can meet them once in a year,if im not going to visit them at HK and Perth.

after had a perfect lunch,go back to home and take a great nap! wonderful weekend! :)


and..
i cant wait for tomorrow.. i will be leaving,but no worries .. only 1 night. tomorrow's flight is 5.45pm. :) so happy!
but after back from medan,i should done my oracle's project. :(

~The best dream happen when you're awake.~
Mena.





Sometimes i only want you to know what i want, not the reason for what i want.

I am in the process of deleting my Facebook account…really…what is the point of a Facebook anyways? It’s just another social networking tool that allows middle aged men to creep on young girls. Did I mention the privacy settings blow? Who cares what street you live on, what your new cell number is, or what last nights party was like.? Not to mention endless drama between “frienemies” and burnt out relationships. La dee dah… :)

Life is good.

I can’t stop the rain, i can’t stop the tears. Does the rain calling for rainbow, so what tears calling for?

and the last picture i would share to you,yeah you! :)

mena signing out

xoxo,mena.

The Thing I'll Miss Most

"i had front row seats to you on your knees, it was everything i hoped it be."


(:

<3

=

perfect relationship :)




finally,i pass security presentation.. feel so so so freeeee..! yayyy but vb and oracle project is waiting.. cant feel so free also.. :( and.. i dont have enough time to sleep. :(


i dont know what to do to make this relationship going well actually.. but.. i will make it better than yesterday. (hope so..) dont blame me if someday we cant be together.

Even If My heart is Broken you can still have it all,
_{Even if you are the OnE who Broke it.}

anyway, i'll be leaving from 28th-29th March. relax for a moment,to Penang to go shopping. :)
but one thing that i hate about Penang is the food. :(
but,forget about it..all i need is refreshing and relax! yayy yayyy.. !!!!! :D


have to end today's blog..
have a great day fellas!

mena signing out,



♥,mena

i see a true color

Aww (!) totally brainlesss! dont do this anyway,everytime i see this picture my body feels like shaking,why have got abortion thing in this world..?


anyway,im obsesses with Miranda Kerr's body especially her super sexy flat tummy,ahhh~~

+ she is so preety.. !





hmmm,sometimes i dont know what want from this relationship..
sometimes i want him,sometimes i want throw him away from my life.
he is so kind to me. ( i really have to admit it)
and now he change..
no more exaggerating,he cut his mouse tail,and one thing he never change.
he still love me.
should i love him?

i'll try.. my best to love you.
or
not at all.





have to end today's blog.
anw,bloody projects have to be done in this week.
aihhhh,i need external brain and eyes!

mena left

xoxo,mena.

you can put the blame on me.

gone with the will..


i just can say sorry.

mena left.

my name is mena and im not a terrorist.

FINALLY,i watch My name is Khan's movie.. its a good (oh noo..) its a great movie,ever! so touching and teach us that there's no different in the world,there's just 2 kind of people in the world ; good person who did a good thing and bad person who did a bad thing. that's all. so far,i have to admit from beginning till the end of the movie,i cried so many times! (i cant count it how many times)

tomorrow is holiday,and it will become HARI TIDUR SEDUNIA for me.. he he he..

umm,before i finish today's blog.. i would like to put some quote and picture..

( ̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅ ̲̅]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅ )

you need more than this to
mend a
broken ♥

anyway,happy birthday to my lovely sister,Amelia.
wish you all the best.. :) i love you..

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♥,mena

i

the dance of a young princess.

i h a v e t o a d m i t t h a t i s t i l l l o v e y o u ...

but im lying to myself..
and now i cant keep it much longer .

or you have an idea ?
you want me just walk away?





♥ you forever. artupeda

tik tok tik tok . .

♥ when you can't stop smiling after you talk to him,
a n d y o u s t i l l g e t b u t t e r f l i e s i n y o u r s t o m a c h
and that huge smile across your face every time you see him;
that tells you that he'll always be something to you

Actually i plan to blog last night,but the internet connection is sucks! so i blogging today..

today,me and james and 2 of his friends will watch alice in wonderland.. im not so excited to watch that movie.. so long i didnt watch movie in cinema,the last is Avatar.. lame,huh?
but,we'll see how good is the movie,tonight 19.30.

and,ahh.. last night i sleep from 2am-6am,wake up to send my aunty's daughter to school, back around 8am,continue sleep until 10am,have to send my mom go to work..back around 10.30am then i sleep again until 1.30pm.. ohh gross! i need some activity . .

anyway,last night i have edit some picture from my birthday night..

and,last night when i fetch my mom..i try to take photos with my sis digicam sony T77.. and this is the result..





anyway,happy weekend everybody.. and i have to end today's blog with one quote.


HAPPINESS
that elusive little emotion we all seek, sometimes glimpse, and if we're lucky, get to hold onto for a while
unfortunately, like all good things, it stays only a fleetingly short time
before it disappears and we're left wondering if we'll ever see it again ♥

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♥,mena

need and satisfactions

nowadays i really feel so so fucked up! about family,love,friends,and study..
but,i dont want to talk about it,im too lazy and yeah..too tired.

anyway,im so craving chocolate fondue.. aishhhh....

saliva drop.. -__________-



ughhh,my daily life is so so not productive..





and its totally boringoooo! =(


anyway,eclipse trailer is awesome! i hope it wont like newmoon again,i need more in eclipse!

♥eclipse trailer♥




have to end today's blog..

good night..

mena signing out


♥,mena.

the dejavu of the day

i dont get it why people have to tell a lie.. and the worst part..we know he is lying! like one of my friend..he is not a good liar,he's still beginner i think.. and he tell a like to someone who expert in lying! oHHH,poor adrian..

below is the conversation between adrian,james and jovi on bbm..

adrian:
> aiyoo,jopi..aku gaq bisa ke rumah lu
> pagi aku bangun,mbl da gaq ada dibawa papa ke binjai
> smlm aku sampe rumah papa da tidur,jd gaq sempet bilang mau pake mobil besok.

jovi:
> yaudah,aku coba telepon james

(and she calling james..)

jovi:
> teng,james bilang james jemput lu

adrian:
> aduh,gaq usah dehh..
> kunci rumah aku tinggal di mobil sama dompet

then james bbm adrian ask to get ready..

james:
> teng,siap2 aku dah mau brgkt
> w jmput lu

adrian:
> gaq usah james,gaq ada kunci

james:
> jadi lu sore jadi ke sun?

adrian:
> jadi,temen aku yg jmput tar disana baru ketemu pretty (adrian's gf)

(is it possible going to sun plaza didnt take pocket cause he told james his key and pocket left in car)

that conversation is about 11pm,but.. on that time,adrian is bbm-ing with me also, he ask me

adrian:
> lg ngapain?

mena:
> baru bangun mau mandi
> lu le?

adrian:
> lagi bawa mobil,mau pg beli makan.



WTF ! =='

if you said,ahh..im lazy,its weekend and last night i was too late to be home and now need to take a rest.. i think its not a big deal for us.. i dont get it how the way he think,he is totally stupid and i know who is him,now!


today i went to Sun plaza with Jovi,we hit sushi tei and shopping.. :)
anyway,as my promise i will upload my birthday night photos..

lazy to upload the rest,cause i have to resize one by one.. TSK**

anyway,there's a little secret between me and jovi.. and it makes us laugh out loud at sushi tei, hahhaha.. and from this case,i know people said "dont judge the book from its cover" its eFFing TRUE !

have to end today's blog..

mena left

xoxo,mena.

Kamsahamnida

6th March 2010 is a perfect night with fellas..
i should thank to..

1. AngelinTJ
2. Gracia
3. Amelia
4. Freddy
5. Ade
6. Azrai
7. James
8. Jovi
9. Paulius
10. Denny
11. Wilson
12. Sutejo
13. Adrian
14. Johan
15. Pretty
16. Friscilla

to celebrate my birthday night! and thanks for the present! i like it ! ! !

and thank you to my logitechians fellas,that throw me super damn cream cake!

and to my lovely family,thanks for the surprise!














nothing to write,so thank you once again.. ♥ you guys! :)

mena left,

♥,mena

happy birthday,Amena Antoniues !

thank you to all my friends,my family for the wishes.. and thanks to someone.. that call me at 3 am from German to say happy birthday,idk whats time there.. too sweet to be true.. also have to say thanks to my classmate, AngelinTJ, Gracia.. i know its just a simple greetings that everyone also can say it..but its meaningful ! thank youu... :)





and tomorrow.. its my party! hahahhahaaa.. cant wait!
and againn,thank youuuuu!

mena left

xoxo mena.

there's no more "little girl"

sorry..




tomorrow is my day.. hope it will be great! :)

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xoxo,mena

the end of the rain

last night mom told me to accompany my sister to Penang to have medical check up,cause something wrong with her chest these few month.. just both of us,so so so soooo.. can we go clubbing at night??! ahhhhhh~~ sounds good huh!? tell me where's the best clubbing place in penangg...!!!!


i dont know why currently i should take a glass of coffee in the morning,i did it in this week. and now i feel,i cant life without coffee,so fast have to say im addicted! nonononnonnononononooooo!!!!


anyway,yesterday while im waiting James cs come to my house to make project,i create iamjustasillygirl.tumblr.com yeahh,its tumblr.. and i should learn more about it.

fyi,i cant stop thinking that i will become older than my friends,2 days more and im 21 (in chinese). T__________________T sounds so old.. i wish im 17 ! hahahhahaaaa

i found this amazing engineering,cool yao!? i wish medan have this one, the bridge connects medan to every country in the world! AWWWWW (!)




ohh myEFFingGOD! this is too cute to be truee...



i wish i have this one on my birthdayyy,phlueaseee..... T__________T
oh nonononono,i keep looking on it,cute and very cuteee! *saliva drop*

why have to be so cute!? god,you are amazing! you create this creature awww(!) i should stopppp!!!


will March become a lovely month for me?
people will answer me.. "google it"
hehehehee...




have to end today's blog.. so happy because that super cute puppy!


have a gorgeous day!

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♥,mena

what behind the mask?

will upload my birthday photos soon. :)

and this will be my invitation.

good night fellas. have a great day!

mena,xoxo