song in my soul.

recently played in my playlist :

• buckcherry - sorry (♥♥♥)
  
• pink - please don't leave me
• kelly clarkson - already gone
• hillary duff - come clean
• daniel beddingfield - you are not the one (acoustic)
• iron & wine - flightless bird,american mouth
• lady gaga - fashion
• lady gaga - paparazzi
• lionel richie - i call it love
• james morrison - please don't stop the rain

things i want

wishlist ♥.

- Canon 1000 D

- Gain weight!

- Purple room

- Get over you?

- Apple macbookair

- Flight to Paris!!!

- Coffee maker

-A lot of colorful flat shoes

- 170cm tall!

- Long,thick,black hair

- More Jeans shorts!

- Black Eyeliner!

- Puppy!

- More friends!
                    

 back to Monday again,wuahhh lazy to enter Sir William's class today!

my sister just call me and she ask me to go to watch Miss universe! yayyyy! :)))

Excitedd!!!

upload the picture soon,fellas!

♥,mena.

gone too soon.

You came into my life;;
Now there's the door;;
Just walk right on out;;
Don't wanna see you anymore;;

I'm done with you're issues;;
They're no longer mine;;
I still cannot understand;;
How you're not getting the sign;;

I wanted you;;
You had your chance with me;;
You didn't want me back;;
It's your loss, buddy. 

 

sorry,but i have to blur your name. 

or maybe delete your name.

 & I secretly ^LOV_E losing my voice...
it gives me a reason to keep quiet.

Why is it that everytime i start to get over you...

You start to notice me.?
 

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today:

the robber was freaking me out!

be careful when you bring your bag,keep it save!

and,happy birthday Johan

may this birthday bring joy and happiness

wish you all the best! :)

have a nice weekend,fellas (!)

♥,mena.

 

 

fixing a broken heart. ♥

Let me introduce my new bestie in M-town,hahhaha

She super damn funny,and she good in photography.

Her name is Angelin Tjonadi.

Every night always bbm with her and gracia.

Angelin's nick name is kecoak

and

Gracia's nick name is cicak

ha ha ha ha . .

I don't remember when we know each other,so do her. lOl

Angelin Tjonadi. ♥

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yesterday was a great day,meet with some friends and laugh out loud! :D

actually today i'll have some food at cup&cino with angelin and gracia,but we cancel it because one or two things. 

anw,next time ok?

  The Perfect Boyfriend..........................................



Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Choose--me or ur life
Boy: my life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life

♥A Perfect Guy

• give her your hoodie even if you go to different schools

• give her a big t-shirt of yours to sleep in

• leave her cute messages

• kiss her in front of your friends

• tell her she looks beautiful

• look into her eyes when you talk to her

• let her mess with your hair

• just walk around with her

• forgive her for her mistakes

• hold her hand when you're around your friends AND in private.

• let her fall asleep in your arms.

• stay up all night with her when she's sick

• watch her favorite movie with her

• come up and grab her by the waist



Remember This:

• don't talk about other girls around her.

• if u love her others shouldnt matter

• when she's sad, hang out with her

• let her know she's important.

• kiss her in the pouring rain

• when you fall in love with her, tell her.

• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved anyone else before

• answer her phone calls no matter what



Guys repost as: I'd do this for her.

Girls repost as: Perfect boyfriend.




if you don't repost this in four minutes you will lose the one you love.




If you do repost this in four minutes the one you like/love will:

-call you

-kiss you

-message you

-get online and talk

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 I am NOT one of those girls that you can play with. If you want one so much, go buy a barbie!

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& so the lion
fell in love with the lamb

what a stupid lamb.
what a sick, masochistic lion

click here!

 i do ♥ this quote,ever! :)

and i want to watch newmoon badly!! :(

enough for today,nothing so special.

and.. ahh! i just miss something,did i?

i just want to say,i'm not your mp3 downloader,ok?

♥,mena.

sickness.

today i feel not so well,flu and sore throat attack me.. :(

very suffer,until swallow saliva also feel really pain!

oh Lord !

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i can't wait for tomorrow,cause my braces will be released,yayyyy! :))

and tomorrow night will attend jovi's sister wedding, 8 of us will take permission with Sir Rejeki,yeah at least we've tried to ask replacement class,but he doesn't allow it.

one question: why someone that i consider as a best friend still can tell a lie to me?

i won't write down her name in here. but i think when she read this blog,she will know what have she done.

the truth is,whatever you do,it's not my problem,as long as don't ever lie to me.

if you think that i'm not good in treat you as friend,then i just can say i'm sorry goodbye.

i know it's not easy to make a friendship,and i think i still have another friend that maybe better than you. goodbye friend,i won't ask you anything anymore because your answer is a LIE !

It's hard to loose a best friend.

They know all your secrets,

no one knows.

Some how she leave without a good bye.

And you don't know where to go.

Some how she  come back without a hello.

You don't know what to do.

I don't trust her anymore.

So good bye my ex best friend.

enough for today,just feel unwell. i hope i can recover soon! :)

bye for good.

♥,mena.

sparkling(heart)

please don't go crazy when I tell you the
T R U T H .

 seems like everything is going so swift. i hope this just the beginning,not the ending.

hmm,i will check up again this month,yeah..i feel a lot much better now,no pain when i breath,and i hope doctor give me a good news. :)

still not yet decide what date i will go penang.

don't worry fellas,i won't share about him again,i know it's f*ckin bored!

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but i still love you.

 You cant  stop the future,
You cant  rewind the past,
The only way to learn the secret,
_{.... is to press play.}

♥ ,mena.

unexpected things!

hello my happysad friends.. :) :( 

i hope you said that 3 words to me,not him not anyone.

last night i got an unexpected news,which is someone that i consider him as a best friend say 3 words to me,and he make me shocked! :O

i do apologize,i can't make this relation worked.. i just treat you like my best friend.

:)

if i was too stupid to wait for him?

♥

i Know, im not perfect ;

& that i may not have beautiful long blond hair. or dreamy blue eyes. i may not have an ass like a model. and i may not be happy everyday. my hair may stick up [ 99.9% ] of the time, and my socks may not always match. i may not be the smartest girl, and i may not always remember things. i may not always be on time. and i may say things thinking i mean them, even when i clearly don't. my hair may not [ always ] flip perfectly, and my outfits may not always be the "cutest." my stomach may make strange noises in a silent room. and my shoelaces may not { always be tied } my makeup may not always be perfect, and my mascara may smear at times. my skirts may not be the shortest ones, and my shirts may not be the most flattering. i may not be on the cheerleading squad, and i may not be popular. i may be clumsy, and trip over things that you can't see. but i'm telling you [ o n e t h i n g * ]
that i love you. i love you most, and i love you b e s t. and if there is anything that
i am perfect at       then that's ; loving you. more, and more. every { m o m e n t } of
» every single day. no matter what. and if that isn't good enough for you then -
i don't know what is.

 Maybe i'm not meant to be over him. I mean,
look how many times i've tried. maybe its not
working for a reason.

                                                                                    

i still love you.

♥,mena.

xoxo

hello my happysad friends..  :) :(

last night and just now i watched news about earthquake in Padang and Pariaman. it's really really touched you know,i bet you'll cry when watch the news. so many people die and stricken by the stones,concretes and i just wonder why the polices was so slow in evacuation the victims? other people is just standing see the polices take out the stones,etc.

it's really sad when watch them cry and run,they don't know where to run.. all building collapse,and their lives in danger. 


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you know who is she ?

 she is Doutzen Kroes. Victoria secret's model
she is so so so gorgeous. :)

Talk about victoria secret,currently i addicted to Delicate Petals hydriating body lotion of Victoria secret. try this,the smell so so so good!

do you feel the same like me that time gone so fast? i just feel yesterday is a saturday,but the fact.. tomorrow is saturday again. :))


can't wait sunday because me and my lovely sister will have a lunch at jimbarann,slurrrppp..
*kerang bakar* i'm cominggg! :))

anw,i really forget to upload our bbQ party's picture. *my bad*
i promise i will. :)

No..
Happily never after
That just ain't for me Because finally
I know, I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

-Happily never after : Pussycat dolls- 






ps : one day you will know how much i (heart) you.

♥♥♥♥ ♥ ♥♥♥♥

♥,mena.

 

What is L.I.F.E. ?

Maybe many of us born in the world doesn't know what for we life? 

Many people don't know what they life for,and they just end their life with suicide.

and now,what about you if people ask you,What is LIFE ? what will you answer?

for me,what we can do when we still life,just do it! and enjoy your life because what will happen with you tomorrow,next week,next year..you f*ckin don't know! :(

Life lives , Life dies
Life laughs, Life cries
Life gives up, & life tries.
but life looks different
through EVERYONES eyes.

Life is nothing to be
wasted
Life is fleeting by too
quickly
So wait as you may not
Because
Life isn't waiting for you

you said we were meant to be together for life,
guess I didnt read through the lines.

Life
Life
Life

many thoughts about life. what about yours?

♥,mena.

thankiesss!

hello my happysad friends.. :) :(

Actually i don't want to blogging today,but something makes me want to blogging. it's because i want to say thank you very much to Emily Ma,she so patient to tell me about editing photo use photoshop. :)))

seriously,i still very blur about photoshop. =.='

and once again i want to say thank you to Emily. she teach me a lot,and she is very kind.

(even we nevet meet before)

How Did All The Celebrities Die?
Jordan Sparks had No Air
The Jonas Brothers caught the Love Bug
Leona Lewis started Bleeding Love
The Papa- Paparazzi got Lady Gaga
Kanye just needed to be Stronger
David Archuleta got Crushed
Sean Kingston was Fire Burnin on the dance floor
Jay Sean fell Down down down down down down..
Shakira got attacked by a She Wolf
T.I and Rhianna Lived Their Life
Kelly Clarkson was Already Gone
But Who Killed Alicia Keys?
...No One

hehe,i like this quote.♥

a little conversation:

HEEEY, SURVEEEEEY! :D

Have you ever made out with someone you weren't dating?
no

Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
yeah!

Do you miss anyone?
yeah!

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone?
yes

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
i think it's long long time ago. TT

Do you take walks often?
NO

Is silence really golden?
NOT SO MUCH

Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings?
not yet

Are you afraid to grow up?
not at all

Who were you with last saturday night?
my bestie,Gracia

 
Can you count past 100?
yeah

Any upcoming vacations?
yes

 
Do you care what people think of you?
nope!

Would you call yourself smart?
kinda

Do you like to read?
sometimes

Have you ever touched an elephant?
yeah,when i was child. (:

Plans for tomorrow?
count how many words in harry potter's book (lecturer ask to) and go to college!

Is anything wrong?
nope

Would you date anyone on your top friends?

nope.

 
Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?
yes

What did you do for your last birthday?
had a party with closest friends.

What were you doing at midnight last night?

sleeping

Name something you CANNOT wait for?
happily ever after!

What's your favorite season?

none

Have you ever talked to Tom on myspace?
i don't have myspace. TT

Last thing you ate/drank?
double cheese burger and a cup of hot milo :)))

 
Have you ever ran with scissors?
lol never

Who’s making you feel the way you are right now?
my mom

Most visited web page?
facebook.com and blogger.com

 
Coke or Pepsi?
coke 

Looking forward to something this weekend?
yes

How many siblings do you have?
1 sister

 
Do you have any pets?
npe TT

What's your favorite number?
1708

What are you watching right now?
news about earthquake

 
Do you know how to swim?
yes

Is good grammar attractive?
sure

Friend confessions:
haha,i don't know

Are you jealous of one or more of your friends?
nope!

Have you known any of your friends your whole life?
some

Are any of your friends taller than you?
all of my friends taller than me! :(

Have you ever been ditched by a friend?
no

 
Where do your friends live?
around

Have you lost or forgotten a friends phone number?
i don't have to remember those,bcause they are in my contacts

 
Have you been to most of your friends house?
not really

 
Love confessions:
=.='

Has one of your crushes ever called you self centered before?
nope

Needles aren't so horrible?
not really

Do you enjoy drama?
yea yea yea!

Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
all my friends and specially him.♥

good night my fellas.

and deep condolences to victim's of earthquake in Padang.

May God always bless us. :)

♥,mena.