sunday FEVER !

pass this weekend with my fellas. totally F.U.N ! hha..

and yeah.. Monday is coming. (never love monday) i dont know why,many people said IHM,its true.. sure got little problem in monday!

last night someone tell me that he loves me,hmm i still hoping that he is the man that say those 3 words to me. but,the fact is,he didnt say that. the people that say to me is really beyond my expectation.

hmm,final exam will coming soon. not yet have any preparation for that. but i wish my mark will be better than last semester.

this coming wednesday i will have my extension hair,really feel excited. :) and my mom allow to make my hair wavy! yayyyy!! :D

this few days,i keep thinking why i should stop to doing something just for him? i just hate that i will be like this,i promise to myself and to him to not start it again,but now i start it again and think that im so fool to promise thing that not his problem at ALL ! but i will forget about it and start to do all i want.

i just find out this super nice picture,even the girl is smoking. but its lovely !

If I could go back to every laugh
{ But I dont want to go there anymore }

& I know all the steps up to your door
{ But I dont want to go there anymore }

i dont have any idea what to blog today,so i just write until here.

mena signing out

♥,mena.

pursuit of happiness.

 

it’s a bad night to be alone.but that’s just the way it goes.

 

Some Say That Holding On Is What Makes You Stronger
But Sometimes It Takes Much More Strength To Just Let Go And Move On

 

 

 

^{_{&& just remember}}
-->there's always a tomorrow.

 

 welcome december,just feel this month will be a blue december. is this relationship going well? or nope?

you know why i'm falling for you? because you always give me hope and sign and seems like you welcome my presence in your life. but now? seems like no hope at all,yeah.. nothing to lose,i know..

and

why when i try to forget you

you always start to notice me again?

maybe no more initial "A in this blog.

can i say goodbye now?

aww (!) its hurt before i say it.

but yeah,i will let you go,baby!

bye for good.

and please throw away your kindness,your signs and your care to makes me not love you,please?

i know //i'mjustasillygirl//

im the girl
------who always smiles.
im the girl
------who enjoys school.
im the girl
-----with the amazing friends.
im the girl
------that laughs the loudest.
im the girl
------that likes to be alone.
im the girl
------thats often alone.
im the girl
------whos addicted to music.
im the girl
------that eats what i want.
im the girl
------that other girls would kill to be.

well,its time to me to signing out

bye A.

♥,mena.

 

i ♥ you like i ♥ ferrero rocher.

you know what i really wait for? yeah,im waiting for my birthday.. 4 months again,still long but when it march you will think,why day gone so fast... but sure i will pass this new year,and his birthday on january. :)

hmm,even i have some problem nowadays,it wont makes me forget how he cheer me up.. thank you,A. you are so kind to me. and i hope november will end with love and happiness. and i hope this is not a dream. he he he . .

nowadays i really addicted to ferrero rocher,i ate a lotta this chocolate and i cant stop it. but i wont stop,cause i loveeee it (!) 

and i miss rain fall..

 

today i will spend my last weekend at home,too lazy to go out,
and just slacking on my bed. :)

idon'twanthimtobeperfect

i want him to l a u g h at me, trip me & help me up, pick me up
and then throw me in the pool, make me watch football for hours
and take me to the arcade and beat me in air hockey
most of all, i just want to be [ glad that he loves me ] ♥

im finding idea to make my birthday invitation.. any idea?

just wish you guys have a very good weekend. 

mena,signing out

♥,mena.

hate november?

you were online. we hadn't talked since what went down a few days ago. all of my friends had told me to be strong. so i sat there for ten minutes. just sat and sat. then just as soon as i was gonna break. you signed off.

is that a sign, or what?

this problem will never end. i don't know why she keep pestering on me,i don't know who is she and whats her point to make me like this. she is too much! and thanks to my friends that always supporting me.

and you,maybe you don't care with this thing. and hell yeah! i never ask you to care about me anymore.

no mood in blogging,and just wanna say have a good day all! 

♥,mena

am i suppose to say that i hate november?

i don't know why,but why the end of this month i just have those problem that makes me so so hate november..!?

vb project have been present,i don't know how to create a good project by myself,the rest of my group is totally not helping me,even they never ask! even the documentation they never care ! i just make it by myself and i cant complete it! dankkk!!!

i dont know how to tell to people but i just like want to going crazy and really want to cry because i did this project by myself,but my group will have the same mark with me,and if i want..i wont do this project! i would rather stop my study if like this. im not joking,ITnB is not cheap college,fyi !

i know this is call study,but its not summarizing,its not just simply type, it must use a lotta time and ahh,i wont keep saying and complain. but sure,i cant stand it any longer!

good night. no pictures and quotes tonight. just bye.

♥,mena.

je'taime

really have a lazy sunday,i just feel i want to hibernate whole day and weekend is over. start with hell monday,which is i never like as usual.. big sighhhh**

yawn (!) so sleepy.

i did something so bad just now,i drink 3 glasses of coke,2 glasses before lunch and a glass after lunch. my stomach is so so so unwell now. my bad!! :(

all my project still pending,argghhh.. why still cant finish it,really tired doing this project! even i feel tired and nauseated,i keep forcing myself to face the project,and now feel like losing my eye power when have to blogging. =.=''

hmmm,why we as human should have hatred in our hearts? i really hope that i don't have that bad feeling. i wish i just have love and peace in my heart,and im sure you guys also want those feeling. 

after blogging,i want to sleep until 10 and wake up fetch my mom.

at last,this my today's quote

Be yourself

It's not worth it, pretending to somebody else.

♥,mena

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

i just want to say that :

 I 

 ♥ 

NOVEMBER

:)

♥,mena.

weirdoo..

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Did you mean: the one we cant have?

tomorrow will be my doomsday,sucks project will be submitted and yeah!! i hope that lecturer is going to resign! have to say,i really hate him,what to expect from us if he never teach how to do anything,just ask us to visit smartwebby.com/flash !!!! i really hope NEXT SEMESTER he won't teach our class again,too tired to make a PERFECT project!

don't really have a mood to blogging,so i just put some colorful quotes and pictures. :)

Love is complicated.
Most times, you aren't even in love.But one day,
there is gonna be that boy that knocks you off your
feet. When you find him, you won't ever feel better.

He loves you, you love him. Nothing can be wrong.

 

 

sometimes i do really want to spend my night with rain and tears. so many even abundant thing have to think and have to solve. life is not easy as you think!

end this life soon maybe will make me happy,too many thinks that outta my mind and damn! why have to be so hard!!!!

 

 good night fellas. i need rest. too tired to continue.

♥,mena

 

deep condolences.

that news really makes me shocked! i just met Christine when i was in penang a few weeks ago. but now my friends told me that she already pass away because of Wilson disease. how i wish i could turn back time and i can say hello to her,and ask her why come to check up. she's gone in 20 years old,still so and very young. yeah,i just feel why sometimes this life is so unfair? you give them a happy life,but why they have gone too soon? i just can say, R.I.P Christine Ang.

 ♥,mena.

friend or foe ?

just realize that how nice is blogging while outside is raining. you can feel the atmosphere and yeah,i never stop to say i love rain,so much! (:

hmm,i don't know why they changed. especially she,she is the one i trust,she is the one i love (as friend),she is the one i need when i sad and need to share,but why now she change? i don't know this because her new friend or what,but she is totally different now. i think i will seldom mix with them. idk this is a good decision or not at all.

fyi,i get my facebook back.. hahhaaa, and yeah,quite happy with that. :))

i used to believe in forever,


but then i realized :

forever was just too good to be true.

and today he will leaving,have a trip to KL,have a safe trip,topui! hahahha

idk,but currently like to call him as topui,hihi

time by time,day goes by.. i think our relation keep going better. and i hope can say 

I ♥ DECEMBER like I ♥ NOVEMBER. please,make it sweet. :)

the best feeling is when i wake up to find new message from you-Emily Ma
i do ♥ this quote. :)

The way i describe love would be
the b.e.s.t feeling you will ever have

 

♥

 

i do really craving for this thing.(right now)

its

♥ferrero rocher.♥

idk why,but i do really addicted to this chocolate.

just imagine,its raining,i have this chocolate,and you ♥. :) 

when i say : i need to be alone when i'm sad,

the truth is : i really need you to be shoulder to cry on.

(mena,2009)

 

 

project weeks,having 3 projects and hell im not yet start it. 

SQL Server

Vb.Net

and

Interactive Multimedia

going crazy!!!!!!!

have to end today's blog and continue do house work thing. **sigh

♥,mena.