Say it to my face, not through your status.

~you cant face the world if you're not being you~



yesterday ricky was text me and ask.. what do you do when im not around? so i just simply answer wait for you to come back.. and he just reply me with smile :) hahaha..


anyway, this semester i will have final exam at 2nd August,it means i must join supplementary cause i still at HK.
sighhh,it wont be a nice trip for me then..cause definitely i will always keep thinking and frustrated how im gonna have my exam alone! and the highest score for supplementary is C is im not mistaken!





im totally messed up today,cant sleep all night long and i just sleep at 12pm until about 2pm.
i dont know,but i keep trying to close my eyes and count the sheep,but the result is zero. i dont know what happen to me. and it such being jet lagged! sucks!!!

hmm,i found this true story..

Her name is Katie Kirkpatrick , 21 yrs old. Next to her is her fiancé, Nick, 23. This picture was taken prior to their wedding January 11th, 2005. Katie has terminal cancer and spends hours in chemotherapy. Here Nick awaits while she finishes one of the sessions.


Even in pain and dealing with her organs shutting down, with the help of morphine, Katie took care of every single part of the wedding planning.Her dress had to be adjusted several times due to Katie’s constant weight loss.


An expected guest was her oxygen tank. Katie had to use it during the ceremony and reception.The other couple in this picture is Nick’s parents, very emotional with the wedding and of course to see their son marrying the girl he fell in love with when he was an adolescent.


Katie, in a wheel chair, listening to her husband and friends singing to her.


In the middle of the party, Katie had to rest for a bit to catch her breath.The pain does not allow her to stand for a long period of time.



Katie died 5 days after her wedding.To see a fragile woman dress as a bride with a beautiful smile makes you think, happiness is always there within reach, no matter how long it lasts.

Life is short. So love without boundaries. Laugh without control.
Live like it’s heaven on earth.

Complete photo series can be seen here.

thank god its Friday, and ahh! almost forget..

well,dear my ex..
as i know,we broke up in a conscious state, and why now seems like you blame on our decision?
i dont know what or who are you talking about on your facebook, IF its me just take a short moment to stand in front of the mirror and ask, am i worth it to be her boyfriend?
i bet the answer is NO !


say it to my face,not through your status.


and, i dont fucking care with you anymore,
so just shoo shoo from my beautiful life..

life will be much wonderful without you.

bye for good.

have a great weekend fellas!! :)

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena