my confession.

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Unexplained Goodbyes

~It’s those stupid little moments that make me nervous yet wondering. When we catch each other staring, when we search for reasons to talk. Is it you just being friendly or could it be more?~









what a lazy Sunday !
last night i was sleep around 4am,and this morning i woke up around 2pm sth.. sighh,i sleep too much today and it will make me super awake tonight. >.<

ahh yeahh,today is Father's Day. Although my dad have been pass away around 2 years, sometimes i still miss him,even when he still live he kinda rude.. but,he still my dad. my super dad.

last night,i was attend seminar about "The power of Aditthana" and what i like the most is when the famous motivator in Indonesia give motivation about success.
and it reminds me to Karate Kid's movie.

Life will knock you down. You can choose whether to get back up.
This was another one of my favorite lines from the movie. Life is unpredictable. You’ll face setbacks. Things don’t always go as planned. Sometimes life can really seem unfair. At the end of the day, it’s not what happens to you, but how you respond. One of the most important things you can do when you get knocked down, is get up again. This is how you build your resiliency for whatever life may throw your way. And, as my Mom always told me, whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.

so,from the seminar..i pick a conclusion that..

The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called failure, a loop called confusion, speed bumps called friends, red lights called enemies, and caution lights called family. You will have flats called jobs. But if you have a spare called determination, an engine called perseverance, insurance called faith, and a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called success.



July is coming soon.. 10 days left to go.. seems day pass so fast,and we never realize.. our parents are getting old and we are growing up.

and,July means HOLIDAY for me,i will having my vacation to HK,Macau and KL.
im waiting for July,and very excited!!


fyi,i cant life without my blackberry and hot chocolate..


i should end my blog..
have a great day,fellas!

and you,yeah you!! i miss you so much! :*

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lovee, mena

THE KARATE KID

its time for CR.

~World cup for you is like the moment when all of the hottest guys in the world are flown to one place which is Africa and you can watch all of them on tv and that is why you love football.~

i really had a bad morning just now,when i woke up,ahh.. sore throat is attack me,and my cold,cough and headache havent cure as well.
i should take a rest today and tonight. sleep earlier,maybe? ahh,i just cant change my bad (super bad habit) i wish i could.
but i tried my best,like last night i effort myself sleep at 1am.
(yeahh,its because my sis give me a wrong medicine,she give me sleeping pill >.<) anyway,i would upload some of my love, Cristiano Ronaldo's picture during world cup 2010. he looks so charming,aww (!)

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and,THIS..who is the COOLEST,huh??

aww(!) unspeakable,seriously.. if i dream about you CR,i wish i never wake up! OHmyGOD!!!

last but not at least,

i think about you every second of every minute, 25 hours a day, 8 days a week of all the 13 months of the year and in the undefined infinity of all eternity.

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lovee, mena

A little too not over you.

What I want?

A..
10:00 PM bedtime
8:00 AM wake up time
No eye bags
No heavy eyelids
&
A FRESH FACE
(Wow, this is impossible. I know.)

anyway,i still FIGURE IT OUT what is the meaning of your kindness to me. i don't want to say it early,but someday I'll know.

you know what's the meaning of TAKE A BOW?

If you are referring to Rihanna's song. She's talking about how the person she was in a relationship fooled her into thinking he was faithful. He was cheating all along and she thought he was faithful.. So there for she's trying to say he was a fake,a phony,an actor. And after actors finish giving a speech they always TAKE A BOW.







today my mom give me punishment cause everyday i woke up around 12pm. she just knew today cause she didnt work.. and as the punishment,she ask me to write "saya berjanji akan selalu bangun jam 9 pagi" one book! and must finish it tonight, i just can effort until the second page, the rest i ask aunty's daughter to help me. thank you little girl.. will bring you to watch karate kid next week. ;p

will end today's blog. dont have any important things to share..

have a great day,fellas

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lovee, mena

call me crazy..!

Baby I don’t know what it is but you drive me crazy
And every time I’m around you girl it feels amazing
And I’m on my best behavior when I’m with my baby
Cause I can’t lose my baby...

how's your weekend,buddie??

well,for me today is yeah..completely perfect sunday.
i've watched The A Team,which is SUPERdamn cool movie.
and finally, stir fried seafood udon is in my stomach now! ha ha ha..

after that,i had a coffee time with mike at Cambridge,what a crowded !

i've canceled my plan to play golf with my sister and her bf because *sighh..feel a bit tired and i need sleep cause yeahh, last night i was sleep around 4am and wake up for a while cause stupid dream then continue to sleep until 11pm.
FOR ME,its not enough..but yeah,im still on FIFA WORLD CUP's fever.. hehehe..


anyway,i wont mention your name here,cause yeahh..too much gossip will bother us..
thank you for being so kind to me,you completely made my day..
and,for the first time i cant get mad if somebody call me "..." ;)

when i went to sleep at night,it feels so good knowing that someone is waiting for you to wake up in the morning.

dedicated to you.

i must be hurry,cause my sister text me,she say her bf bought club golf ONE SET !!!
ouchhh,it cost 15jutaaaaa!!!
i should make proposal to my mom!!! i want i want it badlyyyyy!!!


seeyouu fellas! enjoy your MOANday! hahahhaa...



and special for you,imy!!! ;)

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Gentle persuasion

~I can't promise that I'll be there, beside you for 24/7, but I promise I'll be there soon if you need me~

INSTALL LOVE !

TECHNICAL SUPPORT : INSTALLING LOVE

Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer:Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready- What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now.
Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running ?

Customer: Let’s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.


Tech Support: No problem. Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?

Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, ’ Error - Program not run on external components’ What should I do?

Tech Support: Don’t worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the ‘My Heart’ directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self- Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

God/Tech Support: You’re Welcome, Anytime.

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i hope someday you know,how much i want you..
i want,i really wanna tell you,but i dont know how
please,let me know..how am i supposed to tell you what i feel?

i guess i should end today's blog
and i'm still on FIFA WORLD CUP fever !!!


have a great weekend,fellas! =)

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lovee, mena

100th post

Dreams. Everybody has them. Some good. Some bad. Some you wish you could forget. Sometimes you realize you’ve outgrown them. Sometimes you feel like they’re finally coming true. And some of us just have nightmares. But no matter what you the dream, when morning comes, reality intrudes and the dream begins to slip away. - Gossip Girl

this is my 100th post. :)

do you feel that day pass so fast? or its just me?


well,i cant wait for FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 tomorrow.. i'll skip Principle of Accounting class (which is SHIT class for me) to watch the Opening Match and South Africa vs Mexico. ouchhh! i wont miss the match!! yayyy!!

Singin forever young, singin songs underneath that sun
Lets rejoice in the beautifull game.
And together at the end of the day.

WE ALL SAY

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes

Wooo hooooo hohohohoooooo

And everybody will be singing it

Wooooooooo ohohohooooo

And we are all singing it

please,do answer me.. how am i supposed to tell you what i feel?
sometimes i want to have a serious conversation with you,yeah.. just to discuss about what you feel to me,cause you looks like care and try to get closer to me,but i dont know is it just a friend or you want more than that..

so,i'll finish my 100th post with

i guess im falling again. :|

ok,im out

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lovee, mena

Lady Gaga - Alejandro

rainy day

firstly,i do apologize cause i got mad without any reason to you. i also dont know why i should treat you like that last night,maybe because this uncertain feeling.. anyway.. just sorry.

yesterday we have start our midtest,not a good start cause i cant do my test yeah,i didnt study. my fault.


skip about Midtest.. last night i was pretty hungry so i browse all about food. and its tempting!!!
checkitout!

i should stop it or else my saliva will keep dropping!

most of the day,i just slacking at home.. sometimes i really need activities.. (SIGHS..)


ok,i will end this blog.. have to watch When in Rome. people said its a good movie.

have a great day,fellas!

*kissonthelips*

lovee, mena

Just need some air

Sometimes, someone comes into your life that changes everything. Raises standards, makes you laugh, and makes you feel like you. There is something about him that you can’t put into words and even though you’re not with him, you don’t want to let him go.

Happy Saturday Morning ;)

sorry for not keep updating my blog these day.. i dont feel like blogging nowadays.

anyway,what a late news.. goodbye my long hair extension now its time to have my real hair! ;)

i want this!

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have a great weekend fellas.

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lovee, mena

during the night.

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